Teenage Realizations

(There was a 7.7 magnitude earthquake in South Asia a minute ago, let's pray for the people there.)


  Well, as usual, the purpose of this post is to rant about reality and about everything, simply because I can't tell it to no one else. The highlight, however, is on this perfectly screwed relationship that can't be repaired. In fact, it's waay beyond repair.

I am so tired of even thinking about him. It makes me think why we even met in the first place.. Well, okay, for the experience and everything.. but, you know, it doesn't make any sense. Why meet someone who won't be your friend in the future anyway? Now there's just this one big awkward bubble when we meet. It's like I'm having second thoughts about his existence.

But don't get me wrong, I'd like to be his friend.. But, nah. I don't think it's good for the both of us.

After all, it was his "problem" that drove us apart. He said he was confused, and he's not really sure what we wanted.

Frankly though, I was also so tired of keeping our relationship together. It's like trying to mend an already teared..jeans. But I think this is for the best.

The worst part is...I don't know when will be the worst part. Right now I'm just shrugging it off and not thinking about. But I think I know better now.

My friends are all saying the same thing: Leave him. He's not worth it.

Well, I got more than 2 years of this shit and I think I'll go through with that advice. Should've known.

"Nobody gets the girl from highschool."


I thought I destroyed my phone for my mom to buy me a new one but it's a Nokia AND IT STILL WORKS PROPERLY GAHD